I’m tired of my mother. She thinks everything is about her. If it’s not her way it’s no one’s. She’s such a hypocrite. The words she says cut deep not only in my life but my sisters and my father. I fear that one day my dad won’t take it and leave us. I’m scared my older sister will leave me to fend for my younger sister and I. Why does she have to be so horrible? Why does she have to be selfish? Why does she have to ruin everything? She gets mad for no reason and constantly accuses of things. She says it’s because of her childhood but does she not realized that it hurts? That it’s shaped my life outside our family? Sometimes I can’t wish to move out, to cut ties with her, but then once again guilt sets in. How can she say she gives us everything? As if I asked her to bring me into this world. As if it’s not her job. I hope things change. I hope she changes.
my mom is the same way i feel your pain…