I can’t seem to maintain relationships with others and they seem to hate me.
Sometimes I wonder if I am a bad person but I believe that people just blow things out of proportion. This guys at work who I see in mornings (who confessed to me a few months ago) was texting on his phone after he did his routinely walk through and I wasn’t serious but I told him “So, you’re just going to ignore me” I expected him to say something back but he turned to me and said “I gotta handle business, can I handle my business?” With an attitude so I told him about it and he told me that it’s hard to tell if I am serious or not. So, I was thinking does he hate me? And I asked him if he dislikes me then the conversation turned to how I am rude, an awful person, and a bad friend.
One incident told me about when he was confessing to me that I was being rude when he said that he lied to me about not having feelings to me and I said “yeah, you seem like a lair” and how I was rushing him when he confessed maybe I did but he was getting preachy.About how I didn’t pay him his money back. I offer to give it to him he declined and he said that I am a really crappy friend
He seems not to give a fuck what he’s saying about me and I am about to cut ties with him if that’s how he feels.He’s not the first person to try to play it off like I am a shitty human being.
I almost cried tbh. I wish people would tell me what I did wrong instead of saying how much of an awful human being I am…