So I’m a video gamer, always am, always will be. The thing is that all i ever, in term of friendship, was video games. It because I never had a stable childhood due to my father being in the military. Because of that, I never had any real life friends, and I had used video games to help fill that void. The thing is, video games are only a stop gap, and are not met to replace real life friendships permanently.
I understand that now, because playing this video game I had gotten yesterday and seeing the kindness, the compassion, the beauty, both outside and within, of the main cast, made me feel incredibly empty and lonely, that my heart ached to be thier friend, that I wanted so desperately for them to be real, but they aren’t, and I realized that I may never see people like them in real life. That I shall never know the warmth and kindness of what a close group of friends are, that I am destined to forever be alone, and die alone, surrounded by coldness and emptiness.
