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Belongs to: Cinematic Emotional Masterpiece by Deathcore Band! - Lorna Shore Pain Remains Therapist's Reaction
Pretty some right now homeless just lost my home working 15 hr days……just so alone man…sitting in the side of my work…I know I matter but my brain is a powerful thing. I hate it…
I’m so sorry you’re going through this. It sounds like you’re facing a lot right now, it’s difficult to be working so hard and still feel like you’re barely holding on. Being alone in this type of situation only makes it harder. I know it isn’t much, but I am here to listen. You do matter and what you go through also matters. It’s ok to hate it, it’s ok to feel frustrated and overwhelmed, you’re doing your best in a difficult situation and this takes strength, even if it doesn’t feel like it right now.
@@HeartSupport thanks…idk I guess music is just so powerful. Just helps to watch reactions of other people as well to know they feel the same about certain songs
Man, I’m sorry you’ve been facing such obstacles friend. It must feel so disheartening to put so much of your time and energy into making a living, yet to be on the edge of losing your home regardless. It’s like being caught in a cycle where you try and try but the results don’t align with all your efforts and willingness to keep on trying… which is so frustrating. And exhausting too. To feel like what you do would almost be in vain. Your mind knows rationally that it’s not, but when your heart is waiting for what you long and fight for for over and over, you also start to feeling the toll it takes on you.
In the midst of this situatoin, your discouraging makes completely sense. Especially if you’ve been trying to fight for yourself essentially on your own. It’s hard to keep one foot in front of the other when there isn’t someone by our side who would try to remind us the things we need during moments of doubt. Who would encourage us and bring hope when everything around us make us feel helpless.
Somehow, you have found that ‘person’ through this community here. By sharing here, you are allowing this connection to exist with people who will read and interact with you. Even if it’s online, and even if we don’t personally know you here, rest assured that we see you and we are rooting for you. From here, what I see is someone who is very courageous in the midst of unwanted adversity. Your mind might try to convince you otherwise sometimes, but there is no doubt that there is fierce fire in you that is not going to let these struggles get the best of you. I see someone who is braving the helplessness by opening up about their situation and how they feel. It might not change everything, but it’s part of ensuring that you don’t stay alone during this rough season of your life.
If you have time and would like to have a volunteer peer supporter for a year - ie. a friend by your side who would listen to you and meet online -, maybe our mentorship program could be of interest? It’s especially during these moments of vulnerability that we need allies by your side, and I would surely wish that for you. If you’d like, our webpage with more info on this program is available here: BTS Mentorship Program | HeartSupport - it might take time to get matched with someone after you sign up, but maybe it could add just a bit of connection and needed support to walk through this rough time. 
-Marie-Anne