Hi, I posted on here a couple months ago when I was in a really bad head space. Definitely was struggling a lot with self-worth, and feeling unworthy of love. Although things still aren’t perfect for me, and I have some things to work on, things have been getting a bit better. I started talking to a counsellor and gathered the courage to open up about things to some of my family members.
Before I thought it was so bizarre that people seemed to care about me, I didn’t know why. It puzzled me that people would try and help me when I was struggling. Now, I know why they did these things for me… I deserved it. I am someone who deserves love and to be cared for. Just as much as anyone who is reading this right now. It still feels a bit weird for me to think like that, but I know that it is true and it makes me happy to think about.
Some future goals that I would like to set:
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Reduce procrastination in school
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Start some sort of personal project that I’m genuinely interested in
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Voice my own opinions more frequently
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Make plans more often
I will post here every now and then to give updates, this place really helped me out when I was at a low point, and I just want to thank those who responded to my last post.