Kitboga always talks about Heart support. I’m not sure where to go from here.
I’m only 25, but we were together for all of my adult life. We never spent a single night apart since we moved into together a few years ago. We built a whole life together.
Things were rough the past few months, a lot of small arguments and cold shoulders and we both were growing apart. Yesterday she sat me down and we talked about whether we were both happy, we weren’t.
We weren’t the most functional couple and we didn’t share a lot of interests and similarities, but we were always each other’s rock and base. And now that she’s gone, I moved out and let her keep the apartment. I don’t have a rock anymore or stable base. I haven’t any close friends and I feel truly, utterly alone. Nobody to talk to; just me and a couple of therapists.
A lot of advice I’ve gotten is to go out, make friends, join a group activity, whatever it may be. But at the end of the night, I know I’m still going to feel lonely; completely alone.
I’m just not sure where to go from here. Or what to do. Or who I am when I’m on my own. I’m tired of crying.
In the words of Brand New; “Jesus Christ I’m alone again, so what did you do those three days you were dead? Because this problems gonna last more than the weekend.”