I can’t do this anymore. I can’t do shit. I fucking hate myself. I want to fucking burn in hell. Fuck, if it gets it through everybody’s head, I’ll write out ‘I’m a worthless faggot’ 50 times’.
God I can’t take it anymore I’m fucking worthless. IM A USELESS FAGGOT IM A USELESS ASS FUCKING FAGGOT OKAY?
I hate my self, I want to cut my fucking hands off. I want to jump in front of a car. IM AN UGLY BITCH WHO DESERVES TO DIE, AND I SHOULD JUST GO FUCK MYSELF. IM A USELESS FAGGOT, IM A DISGUSTING FAGGOT, IM A TAINTED FAGGOT WHO NEEDS TO DIE, I NEED TO FUCKING DIE.
Hey, what’s wrong? Don’t degrade yourself okay, you want to talk about it?
Hi Scarlette,
Omg. I wonder what has happened to make you feel this type of way about yourself. You are NOT a fucking faggot. You are not useless and disgusting. You are You. And that is truly beautiful in and of itself. Your life is precious Scarlette. I feel you though. There’s a lot of anger and pain and I can see that. I just wonder, what happened. What happened to you.
Sending you so much love right now. Warmly, Dot.
No matter what your struggling with, you are valuable, precious, and special in the eyes of God. Sorry for getting spiritual, but I feel like you don’t understand the love that God has for you and that no matter what he will always love you. Even when your at your lowest of lows and hate what you might have done Jesus always loves and wants the best for you. Jesus will heal your pain, just need to let him in. I hope this doesn’t offend you in anyway.
Be blessed.
Hey @Scarlette_Elle,
It sounds that you were going through some intense emotions when you posted this. I hope you are safe today and take care of yourself as much as possible. You are not those lies that your mind keep telling you when you are struggling. You are alive, breathing, and you are deserving of love and care, from people around you, but also from yourself.
Let us know how you’re doing, if that’s okay for you. You are cared for. 
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Hey there,
I want you to know that you are loved, you matter, you belong and your feelings matter. I also hope you are safe today. I wish I could hug you. It seems like you really need one right now.
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We’re glad your here with us. It’s understandable to feel those feelings but we see you as a valuable soul worth so much to this world. Words don’t undue pain you may be feeling but you are more than any pain your feeling. I think we often lose sight of how strong we truly are when the weight of world that we carry on our shoulders tries to pull us down.
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Hey Scarlette,
What you are going through is really tough, but no matter what, you are loved and appreciated. You are beautiful, inside and out. You are smart and you are kind and you are talented. We are all here for you. And we are all praying for you.
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