I have severe self-esteem and body issues, I was bullied and abused at school before, and my relations around women are not healthy.
I will often have panic attacks around women and the last time I even was so much as kissed by another person was in 2008.
I don’t know if i could have sex with another person, ive also been rejected by anyone ive even tried to date.
My friends when I had them didn’t understand why I was struggling as they think im good looking and funny, then never see that ive failed more times than I can count and now I think its too late.
I did meet a girl online recently but after a while she just stopped talking to me even though we shared the same taste in music, interests and liked each other.