Song kills me i first heard it 5 years go yea i m

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Song kills me. I first heard it 5 years go. Yea, I’m late to the party. After my wife said “fuck it, I want to be single” but is in a serious relationship with a simp 3 days later. We weren’t even legally separated. I was going to end it. 3 older kids and a 6 year old but with her and she had me ready to blow my own head off. I blamed myself ultimately. Haven’t tried to date in these 5 years, celibate for the same amount of time. It’s like I’m not worth love. She tore out my heart and stomped on it right in front of me.,… :cry:

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I’m so sorry you experienced that. Betrayal is such a difficult feeling to cope with. Bringing us to our knees and leaving us with so many questions. I’m so glad you decided to stay and your kids are — they need you. Grieving a relationship takes time as we learn to overcome feelings of loss,guilt and unworthiness. I’m praying that you continue to heal and are able to move forward emotionally and open yourself up to love. You are worthy of love and you deserve to heal! We are here for you! You matter!

@@HeartSupport thank you. I’m getting better. I no longer hold these hateful feelings I had for her. We’re actually better at co parenting than we ever were as a couple. I still struggle with feeling less than or feeling undeserving. Who knows? Maybe I’ll meet someone someday? Clock is ticking though considering I’m now 48. :flushed::face_with_open_eyes_and_hand_over_mouth: Honestly though, I enjoy being single. It’s peaceful. All I have to worry about are my kiddos.