I hate feeling no matter how hard, I try I can’t never do a good enough job. For past four days, I been working like dog without a break for 3pm to 11pm. My impulse that snap is pretty tense and I just throw shit at my job. I’m still on probation period where not fully protected by my union and I get can die like forget to stock paper towels. Having anxiety everyday about being a failure and not able being a adult.
Also halloween is one hardest times of the year for me, cuase I don’t have a lot friend or girlfriend. I miss the feeling of it when I was a kid, going trick or treating. Missing going to Salem with whole family. My sister told that halloween is kid holiday. But I still miss the innocent about it.
I hate thinking life just more and more depressing when you get older