I got hire full time at my new job, doing janitor work at the schools and I get benefits.
In addition , I feel I can’t do the basics job without having anxiety. I stress out over the dumbest shit, like cleaning floors, doing bathrooms and anything. I’m too dumb to even do a mini wage job.
I have general anxiety and a disability so even basic stuff is hard for me.
Also been going to this DBT meeting on Tuesday That goes from 4pm to 5pm. Where I start my shift from 3pm to 11pm. Where do two schools.
However, something came up now I have open the building by myself and been up really early. I’m not going be ready for this. I could lose my job and have mental breakdown.