Iv been driving over 17 hours to get to a wedding for a friend I haven’t seen in over a year. 3 other of my friends are driving with me and it has been over 100 degrees I don’t have air conditioning, having car troubles the and I have driven all 17 hours because the other three don’t feel comfortable driving on the freeway and there all from out of state.
We were going to stay at our at the apartment of our friend who is getting married and out of nowhere when we were 1 hour away from her house she started texting extremely meen and passive aggressive things to us and telling us we were going to have to watch her 9 younger siblings at the wedding and be the food servers there.
The 4 Of us driving together were are so confused and don’t understand what is going on we have been in the car for so long and we had a mental brake down in the middle of nowhere.
We are stuck at a really sketchy motel and contemplating on wether or not we should even go at this point. In the motel 2 of the girls had full on panic attacks and from exogostion I had a full on tourettes atack and was on the floor for over an hour convulsing
We haven’t had money for real food the last 2 days and can’t afford to stay at the motel another night so we are going to have to sleep in my car.
The others are adement about not going and have already booked flights home, i feel so conflicted about wether I should still go. I have one friend that said that she would still drive back to my house with me but that that Is another 17 hours and the thought of being in the car right no is making me cry because I know I’m going to have to drive it all all over again.
I’m at the point that I’m so tiered I can’t even sleep I don’t know what to do and I am in a lot of physical pain from my tourettes. I don’t know what to do I’m so tired and the only thing I know for certain is that I need a day to not drive because I’m spent. I just want to sleep right know but everything about the wedding, driving and not being able to afford food and a place to stay is so overwhelming