As you (probably don’t) know, I’ve just been recently broken up with. I guess I know how breakups go now. There’s something that stuck with me though, something that my ex said before he left me, and it’s basically the #1 reason why he did it in the first place.
I think we’re going too fast
What he said, really made me look inside myself. Am I really going fast in this relationship? I feel like i’m going at a normal pace for myself… But what about them?
I realized a couple of things:
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I constantly feel rushed. I feel like there’s some sort of time limit I have to abide by, and I don’t know how to get rid of it. It’s like- I constantly have the feeling that everything’s going to end soon so I have to do everything now.
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Heh, this is slightly hard to admit, but I’ll try my best. I think I fall in love too fast. I feel like I have to be in a relationship with someone. I know it’s not necessary to live, but sometimes my brain just feels half empty without one. So once I get over a breakup, my mind starts looking for people to have a relationship with.
A scenario that happened a month ago was when I met a really cool guy who was into video games and computers. He looked really attractive, and I instantly fell in love with him. I couldn’t go more than a week without telling him, so I did. We talked for a bit about it, he said he wasn’t really looking for anyone. Then he said “How do you like me? We basically just met.” I told him how it just happened, I didn’t really know either. He then offered that he would still like to be my friend, and I accepted it. Only in the last couple of weeks, have I finally got over him romantically…
I really don’t know what to do about myself.
I don’t know how to fix myself.