I’m so proud of you, Aces. It is such a scary step. You have so much courage. I believe in you. 
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I can’t im sorry it’s too scary
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What are you afraid of? Are there any thoughts in particular?
(I totally understand that this is so scary, my questions are more to understand and find a way that will make it possible for you to access the services. Cause you deserve to get the help!)
According to their website they’ll ask you:
Who you are, where you’re calling from, why you’re calling. Is about answering these questions? Or about what happens next?
You could also call and hang up to get a first impression of the voice and what it feels like. There might be different people answering on the next call though, but then you already made the experience what it feels like to call and hear someone answering the phone.
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Iknow you are scared Aces but there are people that can help you. Compassionate people. Please Aces try it
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Aces, I have had to call them on quite a few occasions for a number of reasons and everyone of them have been really nice people, they just want to help. This cannot be more scary than how you are feeling right now?
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Im mostly scared about judgement. Way too scared.
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Hey there Aces, you can’t give up now. You can mask and hide your depression, I know you can, depression is something that time can heal, just like most wounds. Don’t question how you might kill yourself. Question yourself, “How might this affect others in my life”. I know for a fact it will have a big impact on me. Maybe enough of one to want me to kill myself. I can’t handle losing another friend. You’re not a toxic one either. Please, don’t leave this world bestie, if not for them, please, do it for me, your future lover, and everyone who has ever loved you along the way.
Much love
-Shadow
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I don’t know. I still struggle just talking to people just like saying Hi beacuse of the fear of judgement. I dont want to be judged for my situation.
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They won’t judge you. The first time I went to get help I was scared as hell, but I kept telling me that they hear this every day. That’s their job.
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Im trying shadow. I really am trust me. Just somtimes the effort runs out
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There wont be any judgement, they will want to know who you are and what help you need, they will then do all they can to get you help, help does not involve being judgemental, it involves making sure you are either with a person who is making sure you are safe or in a safe place. Ill be honest with you, I dont know exactly what they will do but I do know they will do thier best to help you.
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Im sorry I don’t think I can do it. I think I will try to wait till tommorow but if its too bad. I guess ill try.
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But thank you so much
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I can feel that. It’s hard to try and not commit. You can pull through this bestie. I know you can. You can pull through anything you want to when you try.
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Please Aces I have tried overdosing and its just painful and ugly. It has a bigger chance of harming you rather then killing you and it is painful. Please dont do it
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Its ok if you cant do, then you cant but you must keep yourself safe until tomorrow, my suggestion would be to try to go to bed and go to sleep if you can. If you have a trouble during the night please call a crisis line. x
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But the point of Anti Deps are to Anti Dep.
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Ok thank you Lisa <3
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take the reccomended amount aces.
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But dont overdose on them. Dont try to take too much. It can damage your insides and potentially brain
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