My brain won’t stop pounding. I’m finally crying now because there is no one to see my cry. I don’t have to explain myself while crying when its just me.
I have never felt this much pain and it could never get worse but then it does and now I’ve lost all hope, my will to live, anything left I had in me is destroyed.
Even my brother says I’m stupid and that I make everybody upset.
I really want to do something even more dangerous to myself.
And I don’t want to go back to the psych ward just to be treated like a prisoner again.
I just want peace
I can’t breathe and my brain feels like its gonna pop
I can’t believe I’m this horrible