Suicide Is A Daily Thought

Years ago I was in this same place. The place of trying to convince myself every day to live. But I got better, things got better.

But now I’m back to this place again. I relapsed. On pills and self harm. I want to say I feel bad but I don’t. I feel numb. To be honest I don’t really care.

I don’t know why I posted here. Other than to say I’m sorry. Specifically I’m sorry to @NateTriesAgain i told you I would never get better.

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How was life before this shift back into numbness? It sounds like you had a better experience for a while :slightly_smiling_face: … Then the shift :disappointed:

Seems like it’s not just numb, but is it not painful/uncomfortable too? I would assume it’d have to be if you’re thinking about suicide daily, as you put so well in the title.