I’ve had a really bad today. I feel really frustrated, hurt and upset by someone.
My body is stressed out. I’ve been throwing up and have felt really gross all day due to how badly the stress has impacted my body.
I could just use some words of encouragement right now as I’m feeling very miss understood in something that was misinterpreted.
I’m feeling disposable and like a failure.
I try to do good things, spread love and acceptance. I try to support others the best I can. But, I often still somehow manage to mess up. I struggle knowing how to handle it emotionally. I feel like I want to unplug and just hide away. Which isn’t always easy, as I live long distance from everyone I know. The internet is my way of being able to socialize. I fear if I unplug, I’ll get lost in my head and land in a really bad head space.
I know this will all pass and it will get better. I know it’s not the end of the world. But in this moment I’m really struggling.