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Thank you so much all my life everyone i have ever hot close to or fell in love with have turned on me all the love i gave out never got any back just used and taken advantage of and hurt been 20 years since i have been with anyone even for 1 night just keep getting played been burned so many times lost everything trying to help the wrong people lost everything i ever had and wound up on the streets and now ive been diagnosed with depression and anxiety for the first time in my life thank you so much❤
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Hey friend. Thanks so much for posting here and for allowing us to shoulder some of this burden with you.
Im glad you’re still with us and am deeply sorry for the direction that life has taken.
In your post you mentioned how anyone you have loved or cared for has taken advantage of you and hurt you and that it’s been 20 years since youve been with anyone. You also mention that thngs got so bad that you ended up on the streets but are now diagnosed with anxiety and depression.
I am so sorry for how life has unfolded for you my friend.
How are things going now? With diagnosis, has any treatment been recommended? And how is your housing situation?
Regarding your experience with others taking advantage of you - I absolutely get that.
When I was younger, I really just wanted to be cared for and be loved. So I dated all sorts of people. I kind of dated anyone who would give me attention, even if their intentions weren’t good. I didnt really ever stop myself to think whether I thought we would be a good couple in the long term or whatever.
Because of that, Ive been hurt a lot. And in being hurt a lot, i went on to hurt others. It took a long time to end that cycle. And maybe you werent in the same situation, but for a long time, i also felt like everyone I cared for hurt me.
Ill keep you in my thoughts this season. And im so so proud of you. Please dont give up on yourself. You’re worth it.
Hold fast.