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Belongs to: Therapist Reads the Diary of a Madman by Ozzy Osbourne
Thank you so much for doing this video. I am a recovering addict, and I have been sober for three years now. This song speaks volumes to me as I struggle with my new life and still live with the mad man who is the addict. I have found the hardest struggle is to find who both of these parts of me become who I am. I am looking for help but can not afford mental health care. You doing this video helped me, so thank you.
First i want to scream a huge congratulations on your sobriety. I know that it may not seem the same to you, but i have had a strong addiction to porn for the majority of my 49 years on this earth. It has destroyed relationships and completely wrecked my brain when it comes to how i view women and relationships. I can understand what you mean by trying to reconcile the beast within to your new found sobriety. I have faith in you that you will defeat this and i pray that you are able to find support to help you walk this journey. Dont ever doubt your strength! We aren’t all licensed counselors, but we all struggle and fight battles like you, so please reach out when you need an ear.
I am sending a lot of congratulation and love on your sobriety! Battling addiction is one of the hardest things that one person can go through. And to say you are 3 years sober is such a huge accomplishment. Stoked for you, and I am proud of you. These battles can bring out every emotion that we have as people, as well as complete lack of feeling and emotion. Which can be so bizarre, painful, and confusing. I am not a therapist by any means, but I am happy to chat if you ever want to. We are hear for you at Heart Support. And fighting these battles with a team can give us a lil extra strength.
Much love,
Blake