I’m trying to be more positive recently so I’m going to start out first with something good to happen today. Today I got to help out my boss who had a family tragedy recently. I helped get her family places by being a little taxi. I also had fun making kids at my job making balloon animals.
Now for the difficult. I am sitting here about to go in a party. I want to cry. This is a friend of both my recent ex and mine. This is something we would do together. I still really don’t want to be broken up. Everyone says it is the right decision as he is severely depressed and not willing to get the needed help. I am angry at his stubbornness and hurt that it made me have to break up. And I have this nagging hope that he will just decide to work to get better… Even though it is far fetched and probably harmful for me to have it.
I haven’t given up on him. I can’t. I send him resources and and articles. But I know it most likely won’t change anything.
Anyway. Love to you all. You rock.