Therapist is Breaking the Habit by Linkin Park

I disliked this song at first cuz of my ignorance and stupid ego that I’m never to blame… it’s always the other… but thankfully I’m accepting my faults… it’s helping me keep heal… much love to all from the tiny Caribbean island Trinidad :pray:

Thx for this channel, I’ve been trying to move forward. Plz more Linkin Park, i’m curious since the whole catalog is a pre-curser to what happened, along with losing Chris Cornell, who was like his big brother.

Gotta say that I love, love, love your channel
You try to help make sense of our struggles in and with life whilst conducting yourself as just one of us
You never pretend to know everything and you are always humble enough to learn something with us all too
Hats off to you beautiful lady
:100::heart::australia:

The brain thing you’re talking about is called a dendrite. And electronic path you burn in your brain.

RIP Chester. Thank you for carrying me through so many years. I miss you and your music so much. Legend

LP Forever ! ❤‍🔥…

Pls do Crawling and Somewhere I Belong :black_heart::metal:

I had a relationship with a woman with Borderline Personality Disorder (the thing they say Amber Heard has). This album helped me get through that messy breakup.

React to harvest by opeth

being stuck in moments in time is very hard to chew through

When I was a kid this song came out and I just thought it was a cool song. As an adult that hasn’t listened to LP in a long time and knowing Chester took his life… This song was ahead of it’s time then, and eerily, also unfortunately, a sign of things to come. RIP Chester. I wish you were still here.

Please do Idles - the beachland ballroom (live from basement) :blush::blush::blush:

Waiting for ‘waiting for the end’ reaction :raised_back_of_hand:

Love the pup and your reaction. Great stuff. Lol

I don’t know how people can give up their dogs. I am glad Mosh found a forever home with you. Mosh is beautiful. I have two dogs and we love them SO much.

It’s it wrong to view this song as breaking the habit of continuing to persist? To me this song shows many reasons to continue fighting to live but that’s the habit that is being broken, in my opinion. To me that’s why this song is held in such high regard. I’d even wager that’s why it was one of Chester’s favorite. RIP

So when I grew up I sold weed. I helped everyone that I met make sure their bills were paid or they had a little weed for when they got home. I had a buddy living with his parents who lost his job. I gave him a key to my apartment. He would show up at seven and leave at 3:30 to go home and change like he had been at work. I paid his rent cell phone. Credit cards and made sure he always had money and wasn’t a “bum”. I ended up getting in trouble. I had a $300 bond. My ex called 30 people all people that I had helped and couldn’t come up with the $300 because they all needed cigarettes or alcohol. I ended up being a very, very, very bad alcoholic for about 15 years. I hit five years sober. I think it was October 2. My mom texted me to congratulate me. I don’t really keep track. Regardless I’ve realized I’ve never had an actual friend. There was one dude I considered a brother and about a year and a half ago. He just stopped talking to me. I thought being sober would make me happy but all it’s done is make me feel pain. I have grown tremendously in the past five years and I’ve got no one to share that with that lives within 3000 miles. I had been seeing a therapist for four years every time I talk to him it was like he never met me before I mentioned that I had insurance by accident. We had already already talked about this and his company didn’t take CIGNA so I was paying $120 out-of-pocket. Like two months ago he heard me say I had insurance again got all pissed off at why he wasn’t using it. I reminded him you guys don’t take it and I’ve never not paid you the second I leave. He told me he wouldn’t set another appointment for me until I prove to him that I had contacted CIGNA and begged them to cover my visits. They wouldn’t do it so he never scheduled me another appointment. So I went called turkey off all sort of antidepressants, anxiety, meds, and sleep medication. Long story short I think about suicide, probably two times an hour 18 hours a day. I just wanna be happy. I’ve pretty much lost all hope when you find out your therapist doesn’t give a fuck about you. Just wanted to try and run an insurance scam. if you can’t trust a therapist that’s pretty much rock-bottom. I live in New Hampshire and they really don’t give a shit about mental health. I don’t know what I’m gonna do. I know what I can’t do because it would kill my mom, but I welcome death with open arms just because I want this feeling. I just hope one day soon I find happiness. sorry for the long rant. I just don’t have anyone else to talk to.

This song will always be important to me. I remember listening to it while self-harming as a teenager. Self harm was an addiction for me. Linkin Park is one of the bands that kept me alive. It was an extremely dark time. I now understand that I’m mentally ill and have C-PTSD. (And I’m in a much better place today.)

Hi Taylor. I love your content and your analysis on music I grew up with. I’m somebody who has dealt with anxiety, depression, low self-esteem, and PTSD for a majority of my life and hearing you break down lyrics that have meant so much to me really helps. Lately my anxiety has gotten so bad that I’ve been having panic attacks on a nearly daily basis and your talking of rumination really hit a nerve. An album that you should check out is Artwork by The Used. When I got divorced that album spoke to me so much about how much I messed my marriage up.

I know you mostly do rock music, but I would absolutely love to see you branch out to some country. It’s another genre that has sooooo much sadness and depression and raw emotion in its dna. Artists like Hank Williams, Waylon Jennings, Tyler Childers, and so so so many more have countless songs about hardships that everyone can relate to. Tyler Childers’ discography (especially the bottles and bibles album) has so many examples of that classic hurt and pain but in more recent years and I’d love to see you go through some of them.