I miss my father who took his life in 2018 and i wish he was here to meet my kids. I wish i can talk to him as i still need him. He was never perfect but he tried his best and i appetite all that he has done for me.
If that has you crawling towards tears, I don’t think you would be cut up for being my therapist… 
React to NF mama is his response to this song years later
I lost the girl i loved to drugs I miss her so much i didnt even get the chance to tell her how I felt for her I had a feeling like i needed to head to work the night she left me here i found out why later her remains were found her just a few places down the street
This song always rips me to shreds. Fortunately, I’ve never had experience with drug addiction, but my heart still bleeds for those that do.
And a final comment. This song relates to the first 6-8 (I cant remember) years of me and my 3 younger brothers lives (though ours was more… traumatic…) thank you for your videos.
Loving your energy, this channel is freakin amazing, so glad I found it. You review some amazing / the best music. Wish you would do some Illenium (needed you, Illenium & Nurko - Sideways (with Valerie Broussard), ILLENIUM - Nightlight, Illenium - Fortress (feat. Joni Fatora) songs. Some more try I Prevail, (alone, self destruction, bow down, Feel something, Breaking Down. Some more A Perfect circle - Orestes is beautiful, Cold, Evans Blue (Painted) Badflower - Ghost. A song in Cyberpunk 2077 - Hardest To Be. Many others, I could go on all day lol. perhaps I’ll donate and maybe get one reviewed. I love you’re insight, and explanations, and reactions. It’s great.
Went through a lot of shit for many years, Wife (15 years), 3 beautiful children (4 but we lost our 2nd son 2 days before he was suppose to be born), she had a pretty nasty xanax addiction for the past couple years, blamed it on anxiety. She is diagnosed with clinical depression and anxiety, her docs were putting her on way to many meds and she created a lot of legal issues for herself, ignored them instead of dealing with them (lied to me about status of the cases) I tried to save her, and it all came to a head. I didn’t enable, we fought a lot (heated arguments).
Now, she was in prison for 3 months and we all cant be together. No contact order with her and our 2 youngest. It sucks, never wanted my kids to grow up in a broken home like I did, but she did what she wanted and is now dealing with the consequences, which has an traumatic affect on myself but most of all our kids. She is really trying to turn it around now that she’s out, but we can’t be together until she proves she WANTS to change and stop that bull shit.
She used to be a great mother (example, our 3rd child, our daughter was in the nicu for 3 weeks, my wife didnt leave her side the entire time, got to the point the nurses setup their own room), she was an amazing home maker and made the home / environment so happy and amazing. Felt like I came second at times, but we did spend a lot of me and her time together to take care of one another and each others needs and she did always so appreciation to me for providing and taking care of them. Honestly though, I felt she could’ve tried a little bit harder with her and myself.
Music is legit, the only things getting me through all this bull shit, there’s a lot of trauma, for myself and her, that lead up to this. I know everyone has problems, but I’m dead serious, we went through ALOT of serious hardcore trauma for 4/5 years. Long story, I wont get into it.
Love your view and this song is hard for sure. Keep it going sis speak hope.
Every time I see reactions to this I tear up. Great song and great reaction.
Based off your reactions and some of even your wording, you could actually write a (response song) to counter it, from the moms perspective, and that would be amazing, for those out there’s who’s children who suffered from childhood trauma such as parents with addictions, for their children to get some mental closure.
this hits home even tho she hasnt passed my mom has an addition to smoking/vaping
Do no name by nf…
Listen to bmike anxiety it’s a ruff one