not for nothing but ren is one of our best artists today
im sorry…young screech killed a innocent woman, and now screech is dead. i understand that there are pains there but seems like justice to me. lets pay a bit more attention to jennys death please
This is very helpful to me, because these brilliant ballads are very disturbing.
I just discovered Ren two days ago. I’m hooked. I love his band “The Big Push” too.
I was 8 when I was used like a toy by a 16 year old girl I know it ain’t a old man or whatever but I was 8 I shouldn’t have been locked in a room with her. I’m 30 now and I’ve realised during my childhood I was SA’d more than 6 times and because it happened when I was 8 I thought it was normal and to this day I don’t really want anyone touching me unless I’m extremely close.
In the 3rd part of this collection of song Ren slaps his chest “Do you think I wanna do this Violet?” Takes me back to when my dad used to attack and beat me. He would slap his chest like that and say the same thing, or “This is gonna hurt me more then it’s gonna hurt you.” Every time I hear that slap in this song or RL I get this … knot … in my chest. I feel a small panic come on. It’s crazy how abuse sticks with you. I am in my 40’s now and this stuff still ring bells in my life.
Thank fully 15 years ago I found therapy and I continue to use therapy to this day. Likely for the rest of my life. But at least my Daughters have never known this violance.
Hello Jerry. You’re not alone! I understand completely what you’re going through! I also, have come from am abusive home life growing up . The worst thing about it, I’m an empath. Since I was, 5 years old, my aunt violet told me, I had,a gift from God. I’ll tell you the truth Jerry, I’ve seen things that have left me so messed up that, at the age of 17, I tried to commit suicide. First the first time in my life, I prayed. I said, God, if you really are there, you’ll save me because if u don’t, I’m going to end my life! I felt a peace I never felt before! I heard a voice that said to me, I’m not ready for you to die, I have, a better life, waiting for you!! And let me tell you that, my life has never been the same! I’ll be praying for you Jerry! God bless you!
I wish we had therapist near hear that I would feel comfortable talking to like I would you. But the last 3 I seen just turned around and made me feel worse for sharing. So I gave up trying to talk 20 years ago and even to this day I hear about the therapists near here and they haven’t hired anyone better.
23:30 8/10, unless death of a parent counts then 9/10
@heartsupport how do you face the pain?
You should check out skits kraven