I switched meds after a long period, I know the first few weeks are going to be horrible, but I just cannot cope. These new meds hit me harder than usual.
My loneliness just hurts so bad.
And please don’t say any of the “you’re not alone life is good bla bla bla” crap, because that doesn’t work with me.
I know I’m alone. Otherwise I would’ve been getting help already.
But who’d be there, physically, to help a useless human being like me, when there are less depressing things to do.
And to say this is going to go on for weeks, I’d rather kill myself, to be honest.
I’m already a friendless loser, who would even care if I was gone. Certainly not my imaginary friends, that’s for sure.