This is it- CW: Sexual Assault

From hirubes: i got timed out for saying the f bomb

From hirubes: sorry====================

From hirubes: i mean the wounds already open so what more could it do

From hirubes: i really loved her.======

From chatbavard: It’s up to you. The thing is from an external point of you the only thing I know is “it was well until it wasn’t”
But I understand if you need to digest things before talking about it

From hirubes: no=======================

From hirubes: i mean what harm could it do

From hirubes: she accused me of rape===

From hirubes: knowing full well it wasn’t

From hirubes: she told the truth in the end and the police didn’t take it any further but it still fucks with me

From chatbavard: That is really unfair====

From hirubes: she went through some heavy shit

From hirubes: she was raped by her stepdad for 5 years

From hirubes: started when she was 8===

From hirubes: i wanted to show her it in a consensual way.

From hirubes: she was perfect==========

From chatbavard: Do you feel like you crossed her boundries?

From hirubes: no=======================

From hirubes: she basicly begged me for it man

From hirubes: and even then i made sure she was sure