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I’ve been dealing with depression since I was 9. I recently lost a friend and I am still grieving, have anxiety attacks, I can’t go to certain places cause they trigger me. News in my country send me over board and I relive everything all over again. I’m 23 now and am currently pregnant 37 weeks to be precise. I am so happy and excited to meet my baby girl but the anxiety and depression are eating me alive. I feel I can’t say anything ( referred to my depression, anxiety/ panic attacks) because I will be judged because I already have been judged lately. I have been clean without any treatment for almost a year now so I am on my own dealing and fighting myself. The medication I took would have hurt the baby if I took them so I stopped taking them on doctors advice. The hurtful words people say are on repeat in my head and I am doubting myself even more now. Am I ready for this ? Will I be a good mom ? Will my child end up being depressed just like me ? Will I be a bad mom ? All this time during pregnancy that I have cried multiple times did she feel my pain ? Did I already ruin her ? and she’s hasn’t even been born yet. Are people right by saying I shouldn’t have end up pregnant because I am unstable ? Am I worthy ? Am I worthy of becoming a mother ? Are mothers who deal with depression bad mothers ?
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Okay so this all started when I was with my then Fiancé. We were together for a while and it didn’t work out. So we broke up and blocked each other. Yeah that bad. I then shortly hooked with another girl and she hated that. We dated for a while and I told my mom i wanted to move in with her. Well her family moved out to Cali and I couldn’t go with them. My stepdad had said once I move out ai couldn’t come back in. So i moved in with my REAL dad. I lost my job, and my ex-fiance threatened to call the police on me. The only real issue I’m having is that I have no friends where my dad is and I’m super lonely. What can I do?
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