Hi there Heart Support Family,
I know i’ve been away for a while but i just thought i share a few thoughts with you tonight. I came back from an okay rehearsal. During it, doubts began to flood my mind: “I’m not good enough,” “i shouldn’t be here,” “I’ll never be good enough,” “i’ll never get to where he/shes at,” “they’re probably thinking i’m a bad singer in their minds,” etc. It sucks. Maybe some of you have felt like that in a situation too. That you’ll never measure up to who people want you to be or who you think should be. But where you’re at right now is okay. It’s totally okay. We’re all on different journeys in life. Yours will look different than mine, and mine will look different than yours and so on. Just because you see someone “ahead” or “doing better” than you, doesn’t mean you’re behind or you’re doing a bad job. You’re just at a point in YOUR OWN JOURNEY. Don’t compare yourself anymore. There’s that saying that comparison is the thief of joy, and it is! Love yourself where you are RIGHT NOW. You’re doing great! Know that you are enough. You got through today even if it was hard and that is freaking great man!! I’m proud of you for pushing through! When you keep going when voices around you keep saying to give up, celebrate that! Keep going! It’s like the song from The Greatest Showman. Send a flood to those negative thoughts, drown them out!! I know theres that ol saying that says “i can’t drown my demons, they can swim.” But i believe in a God who is so so much more powerful than that. Sure, maybe we can’t drown them, But God Can.
You are all amazing. I don’t know what kind of gifts and talents y’all have, but i know for a fact that they’re amazing. And that you are going to do great things with them. This world needs you, it needs you in all that you are. I’m so proud of you guys. Don’t compare yourself and never ever be afraid to reach out. There are people in this world that are so willing to help and love you right where your at. Don’t lose hope, you’ve done so well. Keep believing.
and just please know that you will always, ALWAYS be enough.
Love you guys. Hold fast and know i’m praying for you
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