I feel as if I’m the only one who truly turns to God and spends time with him. Im the only one who’s focus is him.
Do not give up hope in loving God and Christ because you are not alone even though you might feel like it. It is a daily struggle to truly turn to God and spend time with Him through prayer and reading His Word diligently. There are many times that we go through hills and valleys of the appreciation and love of God…Read all of the chapter of Hebrews 12 as encouragement.
“And I am convinced that nothing can ever separate us from God’s love. Neither death nor life, neither angels nor demons, neither our fears for today nor our worries about tomorrow—not even the powers of hell can separate us from God’s love. No power in the sky above or in the earth below—indeed, nothing in all creation will ever be able to separate us from the love of God that is revealed in Christ Jesus our Lord.” Romans 8:38-39