Ay so I’m really scared to even share this with the anonymity bc it’s something that people would assume is ridiculous, but Idek. I’m gonna have to just say it ay, otherwise how would you even know.
I’ve been going to a lot of parties lately. I don’t really like talking to people and I’m not really friends with anyone, I’m just sorta invisible and can slip in and out kinda thing. So this one party not long ago I’m like just hanging out and maybe I like to steal drinks and get buzzed or drunk. Anyway I know there’s some people there who don’t like me much and I just avoid them as much as I can, and that usually does it.
But there I am just minding my own business and I walk down the hall into this room because I’m feeling like this dude won’t stop watching in my direction. I know I can get paranoid when I drink.
I’m thinking he wants to start something or wants to just remind me I’m the loser and he’s the dominate one.
So this guy follows me down into the room and grabs my throat. I panic and just freeze because u mint really all that athletically built ay. So this guy ends up … what do I say. Violating… it feels wrong to even say it man, like I know if I say anything then people will 1. Not believe that this particular person would ever do that and 2. Say that I was so drunk that I’d probably be the one to try have a crack on to anyone I could get my hands on.
I’m not into other guys and I’m not overly into sexual stuff anyway. I’m just honestly trying to trick myself into laughing about it all because what the absolute hell otherwise am I going to do?
I’ve probably messed this up proper because now I can’t stop getting drunk to try pass out.
There’s a shit bit about me. Sorry it’s probably really long and unreadable