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Belongs to: Therapist Reacts to Falling Away From Me By KORN
Trying to stop flirting with my demons. It’s not because of my childhood, it’s because of people in my circle who have betrayed me. I think i will never be free from what I have been through. It is something clinging to my soul, mind and my being. Korn have made it easy to say how it feels like flirting with suicide, and sometimes it kills the pain
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Feelings of betrayal are definitely not easy feelings to work through. I am sure that it feels like you are constantly having to look over your shoulder when you are in situations with the people that betrayed you.
I am sorry that you were betrayed by people within your circle. This situation reminded me of the song “True Friends” by Bring Me The Horizon, specifically the lyric “True friends stab you in the front.”
I know when I experience feelings of betrayal, I find it hard for me to fully trust the person/people that did the betraying. And depending on the severity of the betrayal, I would begin to consider if I needed them in my inner circle at all. That is a decision that only you are able to make with the people in your life, but people are able to grow and heal from betrayal. It takes a lot of honest communication about how you felt about the betrayal and I would hope that those in your circle would be open to having those conversations with you.
I am glad that you were able to find a song that helped you find words for the feelings that you are having and that it was able to help take the pain away. Music has a beautiful way of giving us the words that we didn’t know that we needed. The right song always finds you when you need it the most.
If the demons ever get a little too loud for your liking, always remember that we are here to help you in any and all dark times. Thank you for sharing your story. We are always here for you.
I’ve been right where you’re at numerous times. It’s led me to isolation and I still fight that daily. I find every opportunity to put myself in a relatable circle helps break down the walls. The music scene is the best place to be, because your past doesn’t matter, all that matters is the present. Immerse yourself in music, live or in online communities, and the strongest circles will develop. I promise. Baby steps are key.