Tw i get into a lil bit of detail. Im trying to figure out if it was sexual abuse
Im trying to understand everything that happened with my ex bf jacen. I remember i said yes but when he went to stick it in it hurt and i think i recall saying stop but he had said something along the lines think you can handle it all the way in and so i said yes. But i cant recall how i felt in the moment. I cant remember details cus its a blurr. So idek if i have my facts striaght but im pretty sure that last part is what went down. Either way im not going to report him but i wanna underestand what happened i cant handle what happened. Its really getting to me but i dont wanna call it sexual abuse if it wasn’t. I dont know if it was or not.