That’s a normal feeling. One that I carried with me through school and even into my adulthood. It’s something that is a part of us struggling to love ourselves. Our insecurities and lack of self confidence. Those things are hard to have when you feel so low about yourself.
I know what it’s like to look in the mirror and not like what you see. I’ve been there.
But you have to understand. You are deserving of love from yourself too. Love yourself my friend. Even when its hard. Know that you hold value.
You don’t have to look like the girls in magazines and movie covers in order to be wanted.
I am actually overweight still. I have PCOS (Polycystic ovary syndrome) and I weigh about 250 lbs. I’m a curvey woman. I felt like Id never find someone who would truly love me for who I am and see beyond my weight. But I actually have a really amazing partner. It took a long time before I found him, but the point is I did. And he reminds me every day that I am important.
You can have this too. You may not find that person right away, but it doesn’t mean you wont. You are very young. A whole life time ahead of you. Life after highschool. Whether you go to college or not. Your entire young adult life.
You may feel like someone wont be into you. But that doesn’t make it true. That’s your insecurities telling you lies. And that’s okay. Just remember to remind yourself that you more than your insecurities. Its natural to have them though. But you don’t have to go at them alone. You are welcome to join us on discord if you haven’t already. Where you can talk to people about it when you are having a hard time <3 https://discord.gg/Fnn5Rcz
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Sending you love, friend.