I am a bad friend, I’m normally a very quiet and shy person and only talk to the people who are close to me, but I had a long exam Tuesday morning and it was tiring, I came out with a new energy knowing that I would never have to do one again. I was confident, funny and talkative which was a strange new energy.
But, it allowed me to get close to people and by doing that some how I have seemed to upset my friend by a side remark which was completely off the cuff and somehow she has become extremely offended and blanks me every time I talk to her when I tried to apologise, so I went to text because it’s the only way I could contact her and she just started yelling at me and calling me all the swear words in world.
I’m not even sure why she is annoyed, I tried to say sorry three times and nothing, so getting closer to people just fucks me over. I’m just going to stay distant. If don’t get to anyone I can’t hurt them.