Hello i‘m Sad2005.
I haven‘t been depressed or suicidal for some time.
But that has changed again.
Today i had a really bad stomach ache and i wanted to go and make me a heating pad.
As i was filling the pad with water, i completely lost myself and that has brought the pad to overfill with hot water. I burned my whole hand and spilled all of the water on the table. My parents saw and proceeded to scream at me and calling me useless. That really hurt my feelings. They didn’t even care about me or my hand. They were saying that they don‘t have time for my problems and that they are tired of me. My mom then even checked on my cats to see if i scared them. No one checked on me or my hand. Because of them i cut myself again and had a really bad mental breakdown. Why are they so selfish? I try my best to be perfect but no one appreciates me. No one cares or loves me. I‘m super upset and i‘m sorry if anyone finds this text stupid.
I‘m trying to get my thoughts out of myself.