I don’t even know why I came on here and why I am writing this.
I don’t want to feel like this anymore.
I keep fucking up and I am alone and with no purpose whatsoever.
Theres no where for me to go.
No one loves me.
No one wants to spend time with me.
No one calls.
No one even wants to message me.
No one sees me.
I don’t want to live anymore.
But that’s nothing new.
Hi there @fiji, I just want to let you know that everyone on this wall loves you and wants to know you. I know that sometimes it’s hard to believe that someone behind a screen can actually care about you, but it’s possible. Everyone here cares about you and we are always here to support you. I know how dark life can get and how it can feel like there’s nothing left to live for but there always is, it can be something extremely small but it’s still something. There’s always light at the end of the tunnel even if you can’t see it right now. Your life is worth so much. I see you and I hear you, and you mean the absolute world to me. Hold fast, friend. 
From: Night/in/gale (Discord)
Hey there Fiji. I’m sorry to hear you’re feeling that way. We love you very much in the community, and are so glad you’re with us. You’re appreciated and loved. If those people don’t want to spend time with you, that’s on them. That doesn’t change your worth. I’m not sure if you’re already in the server? If so I haven’t seen you around much. If not though, I’d love to invite you into the HS discord server. It’s a wonderful community, and one I know will love to spend time with you (me included). I’ll leave the invite here for you, should you be interested :)). Stay strong, friend! You’ve got this. We see you, we hear you and we care for you. 
https://discord.gg/heartsupport
From: Ash (Discord)
Fiji I know that right now what others may say comes off as words but they arent just words. We deeply care and we do love you for who you are. I also very much understand not wanting to feel as you do I have been in that place myself as of late. I have dealt with a lot and still am. It has taken me years to get to even a small crack into those thoughts but something I feel you should know is those negative thoughts arent true. The no one loves you, no one wants to spend time, no one calls, or messages you, no one sees you. Well I want to say I do see you. I have seen your posts to the wall I have seen your replies to others. I have seen you love on others. I dont know if you are apart of the discord but I want to encourage you that so many here would love to talk to you. So many would also love to show you that you are valued. Hold fast we are here.
I am on discord. My username is Fiona_by_the_way.
I’m not too often there anymore since there are so many people and it’s quite overwhelming and I never know what to say. Everyone seems so tight, so I don’t feel like I fit in.
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