Long story short; I felt extremely sick yesterday and barely could manage to stay with my therapist for our appointment. I feel even worse today and almost threw up too, but my parents don’t seem to care much. All they care about, is that meeting. I can somewhat understand that, but even my therapist yesterday said i looked very sick and if i hadn’t insisted on staying, because I knew my parents would either be mad or disappointed, he would’ve send me home.
I also feel like the relationship I have, with my parents is going down as well. I’m getting really cautious and sometimes even anxious, when they ask me something, because I feel like one wrong word and they will get mad at me.