I started my new position at my job, and been feeling stress out. I’m janitor and became hire full time. In new building, with new rules and bigger buildings that I’m not use too.
Feelings like I really not doing anything right, afraid of being yell at my boss, losing my job.
Also I get paranoid I’m working with teenagers, cause cleaning the bathroom and kid walk in, I did not leave cuase I was cleaning the walls. So I got paranoid, don’t think people creeping on kids. Next I did girls, where I kept the door open, so kid know that someone cleaning the bathroom. I though these two where about go in bathroom. Then they look at me, I made wired noise cuase I got nervous. That made really stress.
Even cleaning stage room, I wanted to self harm really bad to point I felt intense Agnes. Cuss I felt did not clean it good.