Worried (Talking Too Much)

I know that this is too much talking for just one day, but I just realized that before my mom took my phone I told my friend that I’d kill myself and he said he’d do it if I did even if he didn’t want to. I don’t want to get my phone back just to see him gone. I’m only here to take care of my sisters after my abusive mom is done with them. I also had the overwhelming urge to cut in the shower. It’s easy since the blood washes off with the water running. I’m stupid.

You’re not stupid. You’re hurt.

Be strong.