Things in a lot have been going good or at least no serous drama. I know past a couple of post I had talk about personal issues. so far things seem to be going pretty calmly. But that was cause me stress, cause sooner or later something bad will happen.
I get email from my job to remind to sent my vaccine for info ( which I already did) but I sent it again and email my vaccine card to person. She said I was all set. However, I still get paranoid I did not do right, even thou I had someone in office that help me and I watch her do. Then today’s like I said I sent another email just to be safe.
It fact that I could really have a terrible mental breakdown if I lose this job. So bad I might go back to day program or back on self harm and being a mess. That freak out, cuase I could mostly find another job. But this job was that put in a good stop in life. So I could maybe move out and have a retirement plan. I’m so scare of losing it, that I can’t relax on the good times