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Tonight journal
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3
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57
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March 10, 2022
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Had dark thoughts today ( my joke might be going to far)
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3
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48
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March 5, 2022
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It's been a really long day. TW, all the things
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5
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78
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February 2, 2022
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I feel like an asshole
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2
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61
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March 3, 2022
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Finally found people to jam with! However still nervous
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5
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67
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March 3, 2022
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Worried I'm going to be fired
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8
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188
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January 28, 2022
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My therapist said I have a drinking problem
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8
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108
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January 18, 2022
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Worried about the Future
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14
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115
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January 11, 2022
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Relapse again ( might have a drinking problem)
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2
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72
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January 8, 2022
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I'm so frustrated
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4
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81
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January 5, 2022
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I had jam with someone last night
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4
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87
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January 29, 2022
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Finally naming with band on Sunday I hope!
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3
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57
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January 23, 2022
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Got new positions at my job
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5
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63
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January 20, 2022
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I hate my job
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2
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85
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December 14, 2021
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Worry about health insurance
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5
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80
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December 14, 2021
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Afraid to Sleep
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2
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110
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December 13, 2021
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Well, the inevitable finally happened
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14
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176
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December 8, 2021
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Worry about my job again
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3
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74
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December 31, 2021
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Still worrying about relapse / been feeling lonely
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3
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87
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December 30, 2021
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I can't sleep
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3
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93
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November 28, 2021
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Disowned Sister and More PTSD (Sorry...Long Post)
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4
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111
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November 16, 2021
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Sick with a cold ( hope it not covid)
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7
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144
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November 6, 2021
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Screw everything, I just want to kill myself
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7
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158
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October 29, 2021
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Might be losing my job tomorrow
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4
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108
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November 19, 2021
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Wedding kinda stress me out
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4
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107
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November 14, 2021
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Worries about things that may not happen
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3
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76
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November 14, 2021
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Judgement thoughts / pain issues / just random stuff
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3
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68
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November 13, 2021
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Being Honest For The First Time and Rambling
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3
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132
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October 12, 2021
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Anxiety over nothing/ still bother about ended friendships
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4
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99
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November 5, 2021
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I’m need to rant ( warning talking about mess stuff, that I have done to get ther people.)
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1
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97
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October 3, 2021
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