Felt Lonely.
Then Had Friends.
I Felt Happy.
Now Distant In The End.
Shove Myself Into A Crowd
However, Unfamiliar
Yet, Surround
Like I’m The Winner
But, I Started To Have Mood Swings
When I Start To Cling
One Second, I Went To Far
Now, They Just Push Apart
I Tried To Act Like I Can
But Then, I Just Get Slapped With A Hand
Everyday, It A Stab With Knife
As I Tried Hard To Fight
But I Lost For What’s Right
I Couldn’t Take It
So I Fake It
I Feel Like Water
Just It Goes Through
As Much It Didn’t Matter
For Whatever It Flows Too
I’m Happy On Face
But My Soul Is A Dark Place.
I’m Cracking Apart
As It Turns Into Shards…
No One Can Fix Me,
For Who I Use To Be…