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7 years of service. 1 deployment. And now that im out. Been out for almost 2 years and ive been homeless almost the entire time. No one wants to help or says that they cant. Its hard to find a good paying job. And most days, man, i wonder whats the point of going on. I get so tired of fighting and struggling and being miserable. I feel like i failed. And at the end of the day, i hate some of the things ive done
It’s really difficult to hear about the struggles you’re facing, especially after giving so much of yourself in service. I’m so sorry you’re going through this. Seven years and a deployment is a lot harder than most people realize. Right now, you’re facing an overwhelming challenge that no one should have to face alone. You’re not alone in feeling this way or in questioning the point of all the struggle. Transitioning from the service isn’t an easy task and can feel even harder than staying in, especially when it seems like there isn’t a good support system in place. A lot of veterans feel they’re at a breaking point, trying to move forward while carrying the weight of what they’ve experienced and the things they regret.
None of this means you’ve failed. The fact that you reached out and expressed your feelings shows your resilience. I’m in the service myself, going on eight years, and I know how the stress builds up, crashing down like a wave. It’s easy to feel lost sometimes, but you’re not alone, and you don’t have to carry this weight by yourself. I know it may seem like there’s no one out there who understands, but there are people and organizations who care about what you’re going through. It may take some time, but the support you need will come. You’ve already shown incredible strength by sharing what you’re going through and what’s on your mind. Your life, your resilience, and everything you’ve given, it all matters.
First and foremost, thank you for your service. Please know that you haven’t failed. The fact that you choose to continue to fight even though you feel so tired is a testament to the fact that you have not failed. There are resources and support that can assist veterans who are in need. You can call Veterans Affairs. Please reach out to them at 1-800-698-2411. I am glad you’re choosing to fight for a better life.