You contacted me a month ago to say you got shot. It shook me. You also said you were going to rehab, my guess for your disorder. At first, I was concerned…and upset that you could have lost your life… and then I realized I was still angry with you. I was angry because you went back to another woman. I was also angry for you being stupid and going to a dangerous area of town (for God knows what). THEN, icing on the cake, you tell me two days ago you got another woman pregnant while we were still trying to work things out in November. When I was planning to come see you (I live in another state), you told me you were “too insecure to see me”. You continued to make promises to me and I fell for them like an idiot. Well, you sure were too insecure to see me but mentioned that instead of seeing me, you fu**ed this girl three times and you are deep in love with her. This is your third baby mama.
I used to believe that your bad boy youth was excusable because you are now working on your mental health and really tried to show me that you want to be a good person. We’re both diagnosed bipolar so I thought we were really helping each other.
I was clearly wrong. I would never hurt people the way you do. You are putting three women up against eachother. I don’t know how you do it so sneakily. You’re the most amazing liar I EVER met.
I remember getting frustrated when you would go for days without contacting me. You said I was overthinking. For a moment in January, we were actually doing great…communicating well and facetiming and joking. You paint pictures of a future we could have together.
I don’t understand why you hang onto me. Why would you tell me you want me and work on being with two other women/get one pregnant? God I feel stupid but again, you were my first love and we were back and forth for years so I don’t know why I’m shocked. It’s the way you just convince everyone around you. I thought I saw progress in your behavior so I stuck around but again, I was clearly wrong.
At this point I think it’s your goal to hurt women. When I asked you ever you ever think about how your actions effect others, you said “no and I’m just like my father who did the same…blame my father”.
I don’t know who you are but you disgust me. You can have fun trying to support this new child. Also this woman lives in the same city as me! You made excuses when it came to see me but she can come see you. I laughed because you told me to send you a hundred dollars so you can visit me in person and we can talk. Why would I want to see you ever again???
Seriously go f*** yourself. You’re an a** and I hope karma comes to you. I feel bad for your future child and having disgusting parents like you. No, I do not feel sorry for this girl. He said she knows about me and she was working on leaving a boyfriend. You’re both cheaters and deserve eachother