I know this is a support topic but ist not going to be that serious (or at least I hope so). This is basically going to be me on a rant killing boredom and numbness. To start this off I freaking hate anhedonia. The moment when nothing iterests you, you feel too tired to do anything but too awake to take a rest. Ahhhhhhhhhhhh… well its not even like I dont have things to do. i have done some cleaning today. Did some shoping. Learned. And when it was time for me to take break and do the stuff I wanted… nothing.
I have a few methods of dealing with this. The first one being doing stuff that has meaning… So I have read some of the stuff on the wall but I feel too tired to respond right now. I dont want to make some halfassed responces when it comes to it. I have a lot of books to read but because I have been studying today I am not in the mood for that at all. Watching movies feels like a chore and I dont want to watch the things I usually would enjoy because I would not enjoy it now. I also try to eat something good. Did that… ate some waffles. Now what. Litteraly looked into my mind if there is any depressing philosophical stuff there I could think about… got my answer. My brain: “Meh… not in the mood.” Ok brain fuck you too.
So this is me not in the mood for anything. Its not like its super bad but it is super annoying. Like go and do the stuff you like now that you have the time but my excitement just went on a vacation and I dont know when it returns so I guess a will just have to wait.