I just want to die. So bad. I can’t stop these annoying thoughts.
I’m so tired and I’m so weak.
I’m 3000 dollars in debt for college now. I’m going to fail out of all my classes. I wish I could say I tried my best but I didn’t and now it’s too late.
The only way that I feel like this madness can end is if I just die. I’m so tired.
People have been catching on that I’m not ok that I’ve been getting worse but they get mad. They try to help but then they get mad or I get mad.
The past year has been progress and now I’m back at winter. Back at the time perks of where I was at my rock bottom for so long; I finally crawled out of the pit and now I’m back.
I’ve been using a rubber band to not self injure but I’m just so tired. I don’t even know if snapping a rubber band counts as not self injury.
I’m so tired. I just need this pain to go away. I just wish that I could make myself end it but I can’t. I just need this to end. I can’t take this anymore.