Having one of those rough nights , where i get to lost in my thoughts again and where i feel like i am useless and worthless and don’t deserver to be around. It sucks because with the good days come the bad days , and when those come they come hard. I try everything to make myself feel better and it’s like nothing works , and i just want to curl up in a ball and die.
I just why can’t I be good enough? Why can’t i be normal and not so broken ? Why can’t i have friends that actually care and don’t want to use me? I just want to be myself again, and while i feel like i am getting there nights like this one just set me back ten fold.