There are so many things I hate about myself, especially right now. The things I’ve done that hurt people just feel like they will haunt me forever, and honestly they should. I don’t know if I can ever forgive myself, and I don’t believe I deserve forgiveness. I’m not saying that to get sympathy or empathy, they’re just my honest thoughts. Even just reaching out right now I feel is wrong, because someone else in my life is hurting so much worse. I don’t know, I just needed to put this out there… get out of my own head a little bit.
Thank you for reading and for letting exist me here despite who I am and what I’ve done,