GOOD news and BAD news
I went back to that app and made an account again this week. IMMEDIATELY flooded with I love you’s and I miss you’s.
It was an interesting feeling to be embraced like that. But I really felt loved in that moment.
I made a group chat and added people I liked there. And the thing is, I felt somewhat comfortable and I didn’t feel left out of the conversations. Most of them are from South Asia so sometimes they switch between English and their native language. I like learning about different cultures so I’m excited to get to know more about that.
There’s one person in particular who I think I can really get along with. They are Nepali and they know alot about stuff like wicthcraft and the paranormal which so happens to be my favorite interest. Everyone looks up to her and considers her an older sister and she jokes about haveing many children. She was always really kind and a bit wise. We love her
I was writing this is on another document so I can copy and paste it here and something recent happened.
My littlest brother tested positive for Covid-19 and now everyone in the house has it. My second youngest brother has it bad. He threw up blood and is feeling absolutely terrible. And this is the first time I have ever seen him cry in years. And I just got the virus today. I was going to get the vaccine today but I caught it already and had to cancel the appointment.
I can’t go to school next week now and we’re all staying home.