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Belongs to: Pearl Jam's Black does such a beautiful job
He broke me in so many ways! Not a day goes by when I don’t remember all the lies and hurt he caused me and our son. I get by each day knowing that my son needs me and he gives me the strength to go on! Sometimes the loneliness and the depression is unbearable I hope and pray that one day this feeling of emptiness is no more and I find the happiness that I deserve
You seem to have been through alot with the loneliness and depression that caused you guys alot of harm…
Will keep you through hope and prayers through the battles you and you’re son are going through. You don’t deserve to be in this emptiness and despair.
though I walk through the valley of the shadow of death, I will fear no evil; For You are with me; Your rod and Your staff, they comfort me.(Psalms 23:4 NKJV). Even though you’re going through all this remember this verse when we are though difficult times for the lord is with you in you’re situation your dealing with stay towards your goals to find happiness in your life and you’re not alone through all this.
Hi there and thank you for saying openly such such important words.
It has to cost you so much to go through this… to be lied… hurt while raising son. This love you showed here towards your child… that is something i dont even image how hard it had to be…
I do see you still as someone full of passion, love, support towards your family… that you feel there is hope, that you will get to better place, to feel better… to be happy
You deserve that!!!
Where it comes to depression… knowing from my experience… it is hard to get out of that deep dark whole alone. In my case it was others that helped me, first with just understand what it meant to me, and then supporting in getting professional support on this matter.
I know it is not easy but i feel deep inside that you have this strenght, this power to work through that, to open up as you did here with us, reflecting to Pearl Jam, connecting with other people emotions and words.
I am sure that you know what is best for you and that you are to get happy You deserve that for all the love you showed and for being a human, a person, a mother.
Understandable how you don’t want to end up in that place again only bring back painful memories hope things get keep getting better for you and definitely keep pulling through what you’re facing your not alone in this we are here for you
Thanks for responding back as well not everyone does off our yt comments and just opening up about things.
ICU can be pretty scary. I’m so sorry you’ve been struggling so much lately and experiencing such a rollercoaster on your journey. Hang in there, friend. You are loved, right here and now.
@heartsupport thank you everyone for your support and kindness❤️ This life isn’t easy and knowing that there are people that care out there helps me so much. I wish I opened up about my situation sooner, but I still thank you all❤️
I hope and pray that one day this feeling of emptiness is no more and I find the happiness that I deserve 
