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Belongs to: Therapist want to be Happy. By NF
@HeartSupport Thank you so much for listening/reacting to this video… I posted on another video of yours about this song and how I hoped you experience it a few times, so while I know you didn’t do this for me, I am thankful you did watch it.
I was able to see you reaction in the first hour or so that it dropped but was not in a place to really type out a reply, so here it goes. …
This song is literally my life, I am a 48yr old dude, that has quite honestly been crapped on from day one… I try not to play the victim in life, but I would not be honest if I didn’t admit that it frickin wears on you man. This constant stress and pain due to my mental health caused by being emotionally beat up as a child and through life has me going through “the motions” and that is it… every day is a challenge to find a reason why… This has led to me not taking care of my health (I use food as a coping mech) and not trying to be reachable at all… I hide in a cocoon usually. It sucks because I know it is wrong and I know I need to change, but then every word of this song kicks in and “I don’t know who I’d be if I was happy”. …
For me I think the hardest part of watching that video is when you realize that the girl at the end driving to the house in tears to ask her mom “why” and for help, is the same little girl who “learned” from her mother throughout that video how to “live” and then sat miserable at a table during her birthday party and had a daydream of what her life would be if what she wished over the birthday cake came true… I relate to that more than I care to admit.
Anyway, I seriously appreciate your reactions and the little bit of your profession that you add to them… I want you to know that some of what you said in this reaction impacted me and I will try.
Thank you